i was dying and needed a cure. i was 27 years old,my body was falling apart, and my mind was screaming for help. i was a real estate loan officer. i had everything i was supposed to have wanted.
where can i buy fresh roasted coffee beans, but i was miserable. i had tailored suits,this beautiful tie collection, a personal shopper,i even had a driver. and when i'd wake up,in my million dollar penthouse,
slip on my ferragamo loafers,and walk to the window, i'd call my driver and i'd let him know, "hey, tony, it's ok man,if you're a few minutes late." because that would give me another couple of moments, to bask in the sunlight of that window, before heading to the office. we called it "the bunker" -- it was a complex maze of glass walls without windows. i'd spent 11 hours a day in the bunker,
selling loans on the phone-- like this one, to qualified buyers. and i would spend my time -- building these relationships, investing all my time and my passion into building these relationships, but they were relationshipsthat i couldn't keep, because as soon as they were approved, they'd be sold to the bank. then i'd just start over again, for the next month,
building new relationships. i felt like sisyphus, who's that greek king with the eternal punishment of rolling this immense bolder up a hill, only to watch it roll back down again, repeating the process forever. i would start relationships that i couldn't keep -- it was a zero-sum game. i was spending my time for money,
and that just wasn't enough, so -- i quit! the realization came while i was standingwith my cousin brandon, overlooking the san franciscocityscape from our balcony, when he said something to methat i will never ever forget. he said, "hey brad... bro, is this viewreally worth a million dollars?" then he went on to tell me, "i was enjoying my life morewhen i was living
in this shoebox apartment in the tenderloin, and, even though it was a shoebox, at least i was able to spend my time how i'd wanted. at least i was able to spendmy time playing the sax. and at that moment, i thought, "that's it!" i was trading my time for the very things that i'd wanted back. i was trading my time for time, which is exactly want i wanted. so i have a question for everybodyout here in the audience --
how many of us out here,want our time back? want to own our time to do the things that we want to do? i see most people raising their hands now -- you want to spend your timein the way you want to -- and that's how i felt, so the next day in the office, as i was packing my desk into a box on the ground, my boss mikey walked in with three leads, and he said, "hey, brad, i have three new leads for you, man --
i picked these out,handpicked them just for you." now, mikey is one of the most generous, interesting, totally awesome persons that i've ever met, but i looked at those three leads, and i thought, "these are three relationships that i'm going to build,but i can't keep." so i gave my boss mikey a hug,i grabbed my box, and i walked down that long corridor of glass walls without windows for the last time.
and i was very inspired at this time,because i'd learned something that was incredibly valuable. i'd learned that -- "you can spend your time making money, but you cannot spend your money making time." it's a one-way street -- right? and so, the time i was investing and the relationships that i was building were more valuable thanwhat i was getting in return.
so i quit my job. however, i felt trapped. i felt trapped becausethe life i was living cost me 11 hours a dayinside a windowless bunker. the things i was buying and my monthly condo payments -- were preventing me from doing the things i'd wanted to do. but i knew there had to be a way out. i realized that, instead ofpossessing my possessions, my possessions were possessing me.
so i started looking at advice from the persons thatwere living their lives around me. now, at the time, my cousin brandon and i, we had our condo, he owned nightclubs and -- he had great hair! really, great hair! and he used to tell me, "hey, brad, i'm going to tell you a secret -- if these clubs ever fail, my fall back plan is going to be as a hair model." (laughter)
and he was serious and -- and i always thought that was funny and -- from an outsider's perspectivehe had a fantastic life. but, in reality, he was justas miserable as i was. because he was spendingall his time in the clubs, instead of spending his timedoing what he'd wanted to do, which is playing the saxofon. now, this was in stark contrastto my cousin matthew, who was a produce buyer of real food
a local organic food store. he would buy clothes second-hand,mend them himself, spend his time doing, well -- basically anything he wanted to do -- riding his bicycle,hanging out with his friends. i was standing at my luxury penthouse, and i was like -- "man, this guy has exactlywhat i'm looking for!" matt owned his time, and he owned his life.
having autonomy and owning your time are the most valuable possessions you can ever have. and i knew at that moment, that if i was going to buy my life back, i would have to sell my image. so i packed my winter clothesinto trash sacks, and dropped them at the shelterbefore heading to the airport. we were in the dense jungles of panama, heading south from guajaca, mexico,
through the tropical rainforests on this crazy wilderness expedition. we're searching for somethingfrom memory, something that we once had, but it had been taking away from us. these was our family's farmat washington state. i remember visitingmy cousins in the summers, and helping out in their gardens. always searching the swampsin the forest for that perfect tree,
in order to build a tree house. but then the developers came, they cut down the forest,they filled in the swamp, and they tore down the house that my dad built. but we were making somethingthat would not be torn down. it'd be built from the blueprints of nature, with cornerstones of community and sustainability. we'd stick together as a family,
we would grow food from the land, we'd invite expats down to come, live in our tree housesand enjoy a simpler way of life, together, in our eco-village. and in the furthest country south after 9 months of this arduous trek through every country of central america, we found exactly what we were looking for. they were the coffee farmsof boquete, panama.
and they were an ecological paradise. their operations were builtlike the systems of a living organism. the fields, where they would grow their coffee, were in the forests themselves. and they would use every part of the coffee plant in its own production-- there was no waste. for generations -- for generations, they've been working together as families, growing their coffee,living from the land.
and for a moment, as adults, in this far, far away forest -- we were kids again. but it wouldn't last. because their farmerswere in danger too. apparently, getting expatsto come visit paradise is not the hard part. it's getting them to leave!(laughter) so they're coming down by the hundreds,
and they were buying up the land, and building their housesfor retirement. so that night, in mr. george, this local's bar in boquete, panama, we made a plan, that we'd bring back home with usfrom paradise. that night in mr. george, bicycle coffee was formed. this is our family's company.
so, we landed back in a cold and windy san francisco and, even though this ideaof bicycle coffee, and this mission that inspired uswas keeping my heart warm, i wished i had kept at leastone of those sweaters, because san francisco is way colder than central america. my cousins were crashingon a couch of their friend's house, we were roasting coffee with a wok and a wooden spoon. right?
"roasting", but actually, we were just burning the coffee. (laughter) that's really what we were doing. and, even though we were burning the coffee, with each batch we learned. and, if we made a mistake,it was just a few burned beans. and, in the past, this is where i'd had trouble starting on my goals because, looking at the big picture, my goals always would seemso distant and overwhelming, i'd be frozen before even starting --
but, together, as a crew, as a tight group, we looked at this, instead of -- the entire race, or a whole marathon, it was just a hundred yards at the time. we're having fun, and focusing on making small improvements, and then we share themwith our local community. after the wok and the wooden spoon,we made this major upgrade -- those stovetop popcorn maker-- these little hand-crank whirley pop. we're roasting like 6 ounces at the time,
we'd hand-grind our beans, and then get them readyfor our first cafe. first cafe --it was a german utility cart that we converted intoa mobile bicycle coffee shop. we'd ride it around the neighborhood,giving out free coffee, and telling our storywith every single cup. people loved what we were doing, they enjoyed our story, and they wanted to support us.
but we needed exposureand we had no money. so, we launched our zero-dollar marketing plan, and went rogue. we took that cart, parked it across the street from our favorite farmers' market, posted a sign, and then posed it up, waited. and then somethingamazing happened. people came. and then we came backthe next week. we had a line.
my friend anuk once said to me, "brad, you will work for your network, and then there is this point, where your network will work for you." well, we experienced that the next week,because we had a line here, and a line here -- and we knew that little hand-cranked whirley pop was not going to do it for us anymore. and so -- we added three carts,
built a new roaster from a little four-pound drum made it into a barbecue roaster -- i remember sleeping outsidewith my cousins in shifts, just to make sure that the coffeewould be roasted on time. and, any time we hit a wall, we would think, design,and then build through it. there's our cart. so, today, we have bicycle coffee. that's probably from one of the farms
that we visited on our trek together. we roast coffee on our own twenty-pound roaster that we built ourselves. just in these little batches -- small batch by small batch at a time. a coffee farmer, i think said it best. he said, "it's not so much about the job you do, it's about the passionyou put behind it." and riding bicycles and delivering coffeegives us an advantage --
gives us an advantage because we're able to work and buildwithin our local communities. i had this idea and -- i hope it's not too far in the future, that people are very inspiredabout what they do, that they set their goalsvery, very far into the distance -- sometimes our coffee is still hot, and they take successive stepsin order to get to this north star that's really far in front of them,
that they don't let material possessions and money get in their way. and that they always sharewith their community. my back hurts. some people say that can't be done. some of our clients ask, "are you guys, growing to the point you have to start deliveringin different ways and stop delivering on bicycle?" my response is always the same,
"if we don't deliver our coffee on bicycle, then how can we be bicycle coffee?"(laughter) up there, in one of those seats,
there's an empty seat -- this is my cousin brandon -- i dedicate this speech, my work,and bicycle coffee to him. thank you.(applause)
